I have so many ideas. I come to them. Take action. Take leave. Visit another. Then repeat.

I've been writing for months. Like years. Deep reflection for at least the last 5 years. Seriously and purposefully for 3 years. Intentionally for the last year.

I have ideas. So many. I create LOTS of goals. Things feel big to me. You know that feeling when you get a rush, or a gush of heat and excitement when the clarity of an idea hits you and you could just explode. What happens next is so important. You have to take stock of this feeling and remember it. This is your inner guidance to joy. We are supposed to chase this feeling. "Follow your Bliss" is this, chase this hard. It doesn't ever matter what is going to happen. It's not about obtaining, it' about the chase. It will always provide you with passion and excitement. And that's all that matters in my book. Well, it's up there in importance.

So. As we chase these ideas, we find happiness. But then our interest wanes. We get another idea. We chase the one. We worry that we're never getting anywhere. Well! This is my process. I take stock and I take action by chasing those ideas. I think we put a lot of pressure on ourselves to think this one big feeling idea is it, it's our one and only dream and we believe we can't even try for it because it feels like we won't "obtain" it and then we'll fail. And we can't bear to feel failure. IT will hurt. And there will be no other joyful ideas. This is horseshit. It's a story. A stupid one. Failure doesn't hurt. If fear of feeling a certain way when you maybe don't get just what you thought you wanted stops you from trying in the first place, you are afraid of a feeling, not a giant lizard ninja sent here to slice you into meat pieces, and that's just crazy. I think we can handle some feelings. And go for it. 

If we are chasing our ideas, more ideas will come, our passions will evolve, and we will become multidimensionally fulfilled. Going to and taking leave from ideas and goals overtime is ok. In fact if you find yourself coming back to the same ideas over and over you aren not stuck, you are reapplying your attention to them and feeding them slowly. 

For weeks I've been writing. Building my website. Consolidating all of my offerings into one space, so the it its easier to be FOUND, by myself, and by you. I find myself in my writing and this process of building my website while continuing to better myself as a strength coach, guide, and mother has been beautiful and a creating extracted from my deep reflection on what I want to GIVE. A year of reflection. 

Then I stop. For weeks. 6 to be exact. Ish. I do not write. I do not write with words. I now focus on creating energy. Through play and movement. Because though my writing I see one of my top desires is to always do my best and have the highest integrity in all I do. And that takes effort. So, I promise to step into my bomb ass spirit everyday and offer my best. Give my best. and stay a Student of Strength. It's a challenge to not be weak today, I take on this challenge and I challenge others. 

Then I come back to writing. 

It can be a long process to obtaining a large goal. But if your only goal is to follow the energy, your energy, the rush of clarity that warms your soul... Not in the obtaining. But the chase. You will follow your own bliss, and you'll just be doing stuff you absolutely love to do and want to do  because it fills you up. That's when you know that if there is any goal truly worth chasing, the winning is in the chase.

Go after it. Chase it. Any limitation you can think of is horseshit. 

Love

Jess